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The First Sadness

by Nye

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1.
Baby, listen what I say, Maybe I will go away, My heart feels like damaged link, But I got everything. Evening is turning into grey, Baby, listen what I say, I don’t need your lying smile As arrow on a dial. Chorus: I want to be lonely, Lonely, lonely, Ooh, I want to be lonely, Lonely, lonely... Honey, listen my last words, It’s funny like a off-key chords, I feel so good without you And that’s all I can do. Baby, wake me up today, Maybe I will go away, I don’t need your crying face, So get back to your place. Chorus
2.
I hope to get a little love, I have no woman in this moment, I really hope to get enough, I left to you my lonely comment, Somebody tell me what to do? My feelings have no choice to living, How can I find someone like you? The only girl that I believe in. Chorus: I will destroy your paradise, If I won’t get my compensation, Your body’s blowing up all my imagination. I hope to get a little sex, Inside my heart a burning desert, But I don’t want to be the next In this queue to your fucking present, Desire breaks me on the part, I’m fascinated by your motion, What do you do with me, Oh, God? I sink at neverending ocean. Chorus: I will destroy your paradise, If I won’t get my compensation, Your body’s blowing up all my imagination. Ba-ba-baby, Gimme light, Ba-ba-baby, Satisfy me, satisfy, Ba-ba-baby, Gimme light, Ba-ba-baby...
3.
Joyless streets and bustling crowds Are not worth of mention. Everyone don’t care about All my great intentions. I can’t save my little girl From undying sorrow. Vagueness through sharp waterfall Takes me in tomorrow. Chorus: Going nowhere, Tears are dripping from heavens ceiling. Going nowhere, Out of sight but my heart is feeling. Going nowhere, I will find all the missing pieces. Quiet me by your toxic kisses, Kill me with your fucking kisses. Sullen clouds that I meet Write me your phone’s number. I convince myself that it Was the charming slumber. See your face in every tube Of the Moscow subway. My hope as hanged man in the loop Which sets point at my day. Chorus
4.
Magic 02:46
O-oh magic, and I have to admit It’s a magic makes my feelings complete O-oh magic, when I walk on the street There is magic coming upon my feet. You’ve got to be my little baby And fill me every night and day, Just follow me, I don’t mean maybe, Until my words will fade away. I try to keep my inspiration To write for you this beauty song, I am fed up with the frustrations That leave my magic all alone. O-oh magic, and I have to admit It’s a magic makes my feelings complete O-oh magic, when I walk on the street There is magic coming upon my feet. O-oh magic in your wonderful eyes, Seeing magic which has no any price, Feeling magic when I fly to the skies, Doing magic, and there will come paradise. When light falls on our lonely faces I see your answer deep inside, My heart like an abandoned places Wait for the master of insight. As if I took amazing candy That drives me crazy with the charms, This magic really neverending Because I hold it in my arms. O-oh magic, and I have to admit It’s a magic makes my feelings complete O-oh magic, when I walk on the street There is magic coming upon my feet. O-oh magic in your wonderful eyes, Seeing magic which has no any price, Feeling magic when I fly to the skies, Doing magic, and there will come paradise.
5.
I close the door to your fingers, I understand you not here, But I remember until now every touch on my shoulder, Until now every touch on my shoulder. I close from you all my windows, Though I still inly feel fear, Try to forget you, but without you days are getting colder, But without you days are getting colder. CHORUS: So, if you don’t believe in my arms, If you do not see any cure, I will follow you To this magic mysterious land. So, if you don’t believe in my heart, If you used to be lonely girl, With the lonely soul, Our history, baby, will smoothly Come close to an end. Time runs without leaving traces, Your outlines disappear, But I don’t think that I could ever get you out of my head, I could ever get you out of my head. I see ‘round me smiling faces, My heart is pierced by the spear, Our book is over and I will never find you in my bed, And I will never find you in my bed. CHORUS Why don’t you fight it? Why do you doubt it? Our lamp has gone out – Let’s turn it on. Why can’t you listen The only reason My life has stopped and I come undone?
6.
Rise Up 03:40
If the early winter covers your soul, Don’t rush to depression, It’s not your fault, How can I help you in darkest time When fading flowers turn to a crime? (I’ll just say) Chorus: Rise up, Up to the sun, Don’t stop, as everyone You need love and hope every single day, So, Open up your heart, Get one’s own way. You have lost meaning and causes to fight, Your heart is broken and there’s no place to hide, Look at horizon, the dream there is born, It’s the main reason to cease to mourn. Chorus: Rise up, Up to the sun, Don’t stop, as everyone You need love and hope every single day, So, Open up your heart, Get one’s own way. How can I help you in darkest time? I am too small to think up greater rhyme. (I’ll just say) Chorus x2: Rise up, Up to the sun, Don’t stop, as everyone You need love and hope every single day, So, Open up your heart, Get one’s own way.
7.
Every day such a beautiful day When I see how you’re going to me. Lovely smile often leads me astray, In my soul search for arithmetic mean. When you tell me about isolation I would argue that I feel the same. When your train moves away from the station I have no one to blame. CHORUS: Now I can’t simply imagine, How could I start up your engine? I really guess that you’re my double, But Queen and Scumbag so odd couple. Thoughts are playing with me hide and seek And I break all the rules trying to win. So, I feel like a wall without brick, Like a defeated king without sheen. When you prove to me your affirmation I don’t even try to insert the word. We are aliens in need of translation, Is it not the absurd?
8.
Sometimes I think it’s close to ending and I’m afraid to rend the line. I talk to you but words are empty When I can’t feel your hand in mine. I see your face in every mirror, I don’t know why and what it means, But for me there is no one dearer, Girl with the silent tambourine. I really trust I’ll never hurt you, You are my bowl of fragile glass. Before this time world was so dirty But now it opens door for us. I see your face in every window, I don’t know why and what it means, Just one day all my dreams turned into Girl with the silent tambourine. I try not to upset this silence To save our words from the deadly spines. In the world full of double-minded sirens You’re only one who truly shines. You opened my eyes destroying blindness I’ll always catch you when you’ll fall. Girl, we together can reach the iris Break down the most unshaken wall. Sometimes I lose the string of version, It seems I have nothing to say. I was inside you like at excursion From which I would not go away. I see your face in every corner, I don’t know why and what it means, You never sailed under false colours, Girl with the silent tambourine.
9.
I wait when morning will come back To cover up my soul’s crack, I wait for you on lonely street, It seems I heard steps of your feet, It seems I heard steps of your feet. I wait when light will ease my pain, But all my wishes are in vain, I’m slowly dying without you, I stuck in dung for a full due, I stuck in this dung for a full due. Chorus: I wait when stars will go, I wait when stars will go away (3) Moon speaks me words but I don’t care, You know that all in love is fair The road ahead is very long, And it looks like unfinished song, And it looks like unfinished song. Your dirty hands have soiled me , dear, I trust my ache will disappear, Dawn as a doctor writes out drug To win my sentimental bug, To win my sentimental bug. Chorus: I wait when stars will go, I wait when stars will go away (3)
10.
That enticing, surreal glance Makes me lose consent with myself. All I need is just little chance, Otherwise my boat will get stuck on the shelf. All the people staring at you, I am ready to go insane. Every little thing that I do Turns into the hardest pain. Chorus: I want to fuck you, baby, (3) Dream about it all night long. I want to fuck you, baby, (3) It’s feeling I belong. I remember all of your moods, You can make me feel like a fool. I was attacked by hordes of the prudes. Oh, How do you, baby, can be so cruel? My desire is burning inside, But you put it out with your snow. Even the world’s best porn website Won’t show me the fact that you’ll show. Chorus
11.
Always said that you are woman With a swords under the shirt. Your insults in maze of my ears, Oh, turn into yellow dirt. Inaccessible as bottle Of the most expensive wine. Listened to you but I never Learned to read between the lines Chorus: Try to be my satisfaction, Drown me in your eyes. Try to be my satisfaction, Lift me up to paradise. All your touches to my body As though habit-forming drug. No one knows how you have done it, But seeing you each wants to fuck. Odour of your pledges that is What I really would like to save. Let me live in perfect silence Like a dying in his grave. Chorus Oh, try to be my satisfaction, You feel it, no need to disguise, Oh, try to be my satisfaction, Lift me up to paradise…
12.
This world without you is too empty And in my heart hanging load. I know you’ll never tell me thank you But why there’s no one on the road? CHORUS: The first sadness, the first woman… Across the country towards autumn… The first sadness, the first parting… Begin new life and fall on bottom… I always used to hide and conceal. It helps me live as I’ve long wanted. Escape into another life so real But I can’t run away from myself if I’m bonded. CHORUS The first sadness, the first sadness… (For the first time I’m lonely) The first sadness, the first sadness… I feel so lonely for the first time…

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The Debut album of Russian singer-songwriter Nye. Originally it was released under the name of NY.

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released June 19, 2012

All tracks written, perfomed, programmed and produced by Nye.
Additional programming by Kirill Aleksandrov, Ilya Popov, and Vis Vitalis.
Engineered by Kirill Aleksandrov, Ilya Popov and Vis Vitalis.
Mastered on the Music For Sale Records (Russia)

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Nye Moscow, Russia

Nye - singer-songwriter from Russia also known as Nikolay Drumm(Николай Драмм).After going through the maze of dreams,I came to the light.Music which accompanied me all this time - here.Hundreds used up notebook sheet, sleepless nights, attempts to tie together all that comes to mind ... As the result of this conflict of genius and mediocrity - songs that want to be heard... ... more

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